lately I have been in a time of pausing and analyzing. Especially what stands out anew to me about my figural work. [Crowe here looks a little astonished himself].

Unlike I might have expected, I seem to have some special access to the souls of male subjects.

That discovery seems amazing. Of course all I know is what I SEE when I look at MY OWN art. –And that usually comes weeks, even years, AfTER the original moment.

But they keep surprising me with unique glimpses of what?. . .special experiences? . . .special feelings?

Any feedback from readers will be welcome.